hi, 2026 :)
hey hey hello, i have missed you - it is a new year, happy new year !!!
i am currently going out and about, fixing my life, finally buying things for myself, i am talking to family, friends, talking to my beloved, r, WE ARE CURRENTLY DOING A 1,000 PIECE PUZZLE (VERY MUCH IN PROGRESS - ABOUT 60%), i just bought a pot from IKEA last night and cute lil paring knife.
today i also walked to the office with 2 of my co-workers/friends, almost an hour walk, just so we get our steps in - i average around 6k steps accdng to stats from my smart watch, good start, wish i could be doing more of course.
still very into cooking - new items in my cupboard: sesame oil and a sawsawan vinegar. finally made Mayak Eggs. very satisfied with the result. i went beach camping with my friends. it is also integral i tell you that i have ended the year of our lord 2025 losing two friends, both i have known almost half my life. it is very tragic and sad i am actually frightened to write about it because i think the experience would be something like if i were a worm and i'd be dousing myself in salt. ANYWAY - THE TIME WILL MAYBE COME WHEN I CAN TALK ABOUT THIS OR MAYBE NOT.
NOW i have to accept. i have to let go. i have to know now it is just impossible to document and write about everything i will ever feel. but it is okay. this is life in which the primary requirement for it is to be LIVED. so very sorry for this word vomit, this is what it means for me when i can just write everything i want because this is still very much my blog - i just really wanted to greet everyone a happy new year and hope that you are keeping on.
i also discovered habit stacking and even with me being easy on myself about journaling and writing - i have written a single one-liner highlight of my day for the last 27 days !!! that and then some eeny tiny writing project !!! i am proud of that. i am proud of me... :)
hope you are doing fine and safe ~ ! did i miss anything fun let me know, as ALWAYs i am free to chat despite my inactivity here, please recommend me anything, i will try it!